Music I love

Today I felt the need to post a set from one of my favorite Dj'z known as Fedde le Grand. Enjoy some different types of house, mystical beats and breathtaking words that leave you feeling happy.
Hope you enjoy

Listen to Fedde Le Grand - Darklight Sessions 170 by Fedde Le Grand #np on #SoundCloud https://soundcloud.com/feddelegrand/flg-dls170

Random thoughts

When you see everyone around you living there dreams and making things happen in there lives and you feel so stuck between doing something to please the ones around you even though it's killing you inside.  Inch by inch you feel more lonely and lost than you have ever felt.
As much patience as one may feel they poses is it really worth feeling so dead inside walking around in pretence of happiness that doesn't exist,  but your so used to it its become your first nature to live in that pretence.  Your in tour own movie but no cameras,  just you,  your thoughts and the pain.

NEW JOB

                   About a few weeks ago, I applied for a job online from a website called Zoom Tanzania. I never really expected a call back seen as I applied only for that job in particular and in reality it was actually an internship position. Seen as I was working events and was really getting quite an amazing experience in improving different skills as well as exploring other avenues about future prospects, I was also acquiring new skills and learning so much more about capabilities that I may have or may not known I had. 

                     I wanted to a new challenge, and By God my prayers were answered. I got my interview, completely unexpected because for the life of me I have never sat on an interview before so when the phone call came through and I straight away sat through my first interview over the phone. It was a little nerve wrecking at that moment seen as i was now thinking ahead and anticipating what it was He would ask and what way does one answer to make sure they get the message across the way it is expected. With all these thoughts running through my brain, i just decided you know what, If you've gotten this far then have faith in your potential and it will work out. Then there was the formal interview.

                    When the day for the formal interview, I had not informed anyone of this information. I wanted this experience to be my own without the pressure of everyone around me, Family and friends asking me if I was prepared, what am I expecting and the likes. So On that faithful Saturday I went for my interview, I was so sad at first seen as I was an hour. The disappointment I felt came from the first rule of an interview, NEVER BE LATE.! Yes I just failed the first and most important test and as much as I was freaking out I put my game face on and said to myself, "Fatu, yes you are late but pull yourself together apologies and go with your head held high. At least you can be proud that you still went through the experience what ever the outcome may be." And to walk in I did and went through the entire interview leaving the office somewhat proud of myself in one one or another but most of all thankful for the courage to walk in and finish what I started knowing the  circumstances.  
                  
                 The wait is what came next, and this is another frustrating element in the Job hunting process. So I waited for some time and had not heard anything and so I said to myself, if its meant to be It will happen for now concentrate on what you have that is bringing you the Mullah, and Allas! that long awaited call came through. And I did say YES. And I'm now learning the ropes to this journey of mine. 


(Part 1: The Uprise)

An Idea.....Why Stress.?

Hi Guys

I've been wondering for sometime now what it would i would right about and everything you think off is already been done by someone. As much as coming with fresh ideas would be refreshing, sometimes you need to atleast start something so as to get to the goal you want to achieve.

I've decided on writting about the challenges i face everyday in the career i have choosen and how i deal with such issues when they arise, which if I may say so is everyday.

To start off let me begin with what it is I do. Currently I am working in an events and marketing company that also does web design, web graphics, Product launch's, Bulk sms, Experiential marketing and social media advertisements. My main focus is events, marketing and sales and social media, these are my specialities. I have never really understood web graphics and design or should I say I've just never really grasped the process involved in web design and graphics as interresting as it may be.

.......I Can be a slow learner when things get abit too complicated... "All Honesty" :)

Okay, so I think you all understand what it is I do by now. It doesnt take a Rocket scientist to catch all this.

So Why am I really stressing on what to write about when I can just talk challenges, because the amount of challenges I and my colleagues experience everyday especially when we are focus on marketing and sales has shown me many qualities that we as a country are lacking in to succeed.

As much as I would love to get to the facts, Lets leave that for another day. One step at a time.

Till next time......

PS: I will make an effort to post weekly so do bare with me.

Coming Back

Its been a few years since I last posted on this blog. I lost track of time and had way too much going on in my life that I comletely neglected my duties in putting down my thoughts. So this is me welcoming my self back into the writting life. I am alot rusty but i geuss we all start somewhere.

Love and Religion

True love is hard to find and when it’s found it’s hard to let go. It sounds stupid when people hear it but the truth is True love comes only once in your life time. Most people have it but because of all the prejudice and narrowness of people you forget that sometimes in life you need to fight for what you love and prove to people that something’s in life are worth fighting for.

So many situations in different peoples lives have occurred were they fall in love with what family members describe as,”fell for the wrong one”. Though in who is regarded by the elders as the right one? To me the only thing that I consider the most important factor is Religion, Nothing more. Whether rich or poor, white or black, Indian or African why should it matter? Aren’t we all human beings who were created by the same God, Ya Allah (S.W.T), so why should they separate two people who have found each other and have worked for their relationships? They become better people due to that. True love does a lot more than just keep you happy; it gives each one the strength to be a better person and learn from all their past mistakes and want something that is beautiful for their future. Love doesn’t just make the world go round it gives you the strength to change for the better and live up to the expectations of your parents and loved ones.

Some parents choose not to see the happiness in their children and look straight at what is different. They fight so hard to separate the two they lose focus on the reality of what their putting their son or daughter through. Some parents end up losing their children were as some children just give up let what happen to happen at the cost of their happiness so as to please their parents. Is pleasing your parents more important than wanting to live your life? Parents will consider it disrespect if children decide to go for what they want, but a life of torment and regret for marrying someone you don’t love is hard to live with. You keep this happy face for people but the reality is your one of the saddest people in the world. Most of these people survive because of children. It’s the love of their children that gives them strength to keep up the façade.

I am thankful for what Allah (S.W.T) has blessed me with. Not only have I been blessed with two wonderful and loving parents but also brothers that would stand up for me in every way possible. I consider myself lucky for my parents don’t judge who I will end up with by looks or ethnicity, but only religion. And for that I thank them, for I would rather live without true love than with it and no religion which is my identity. 

“Alhamdulillah”

Unsure...Is that even a word...?!

Loving you is the only thing that ever really touched my soul. I had that one thing that was true and felt right and I messed it up...The friendship that remained after that was of long distance and even then I still believed I would have a second chance, I guess...Actually I know now that I was wrong...I haven’t only lost you but even that thought of having you by my side through thick and thin has vanished of the face of the earth. All I hear know is 'hi, hope your good...Take care'...Life’s a bitch and the people around its just can’t get enough. They inflict pain and spread viruses on the healthiest of treasures yet I still don’t know what satisfaction they get from it...
If you have to say something, it’s best to say it when you have the chance for once it’s gone...You can forget...Though you should know...You were and always will be the best thing that happened to me..Through time I shall cherish only you..!!